Why do I keep dreaming of my mom, who recently passed away from cancer, still being sick and in pain?

I have a psychic personality type and have studied omniscience extensively. I live near Yale and my dad has a Yale PhD. My mother was also a genius by most standards.

My interpretation of her unresolved thought (that’s what I think it was, perhaps, I’m a student of divination independently) is:

The second option if the cancer is not even noticed yet is to wear the Immortality t-shirt, however, immortality is preventative, it is not good to wear this if one thinks the cancer is noticeable.

Have you ever had your crush reject you, and then later you all dated and married?

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Perhaps Nathan has the cure for cancer and she was not sure if she should use it.

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I haven’t eaten junk food for weeks, I ate dirty all-day yesterday, but I can’t even workout, why am I so tired?

Maybe Nathan really likes boobs which is honest if he is trying to cure cancer and opposites attract.

Or possibly she thought Nathan was the devil and didn’t resolve her thoughts on that.

That’s my guess at the moment. Honestly.

Why am I tired all the time?

I’m an impartial person, I’m not trying to hurt feelings all the time.

She probably had a son who carries genes for anti-cancer.

Perhaps Nathan is the devil in the future but is actually a nice person who people don’t comprehend due to the intelligence required to do things like cure cancer.

What does it mean when a guy says he doesn't want to ruin the friendship? Is he rejecting me or is there another explanation? Why would a guy choose not to risk the friendship if he has feelings for me?

I would advise if your goal is to cure someone else’s cancer other than your mothers’, whatever kind it is the Immunity shirt Nathan designed may provide a solution, though entropy will say it’s inadvisable. It is not a medical solution so one should expect for it to do nothing, just wear it hoping it might be lucky there might be no result. You will probably forget the cancer was ever important.